thoughts in ink

2009-03-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

ima stuck at home for four days cos i look like a frog now wtf. Im given two days MC and was contemplating whether to go on the second day cos my eye got better. Managed to deceive myself into thinking that i will spread my eye disease around and that im insignificant in my workplace anyway, so here i am, typing this shit instead of trying to make myself awake at work.

Two days at home had set me thinking about my direction in life. For example, i've changed my hair parting direction from left to right wtf. No la seriously, i dont know what i want for my future. i dont want to study something on an impulse decision and regret it later. Neither do i want to keep on working in the same place until im too old or lazy to change job.

Now i dont know how to end off this post so i shall end here very abruptly. Bye. *gone with the wind wtf*

2008-09-20T08:58:00.000-07:00

My hp dropped from the 4th storey to the 1st. Amazingly, it still works fine.

Mayb its a sign........ time to change hp. Lol.

2008-07-16T09:55:00.000-07:00

Sleep paralysis is occuring more and more frequently. Its tiring enough to dream every single day. And now with the sleep paralysis problem.. should i seek medical treatment?

2008-07-13T09:46:00.000-07:00

"There is no love sincerer than the love of food."
-George Bernard Shaw

2008-07-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

My nail polish collection. x)

The box seems familiar? It's the toolbox we purchased during Year 1. Finally found a use for it. Heh heh.

2008-06-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

Chatted with eddy just now.. and realise i had become a completely different person from last time. for both the better and the worse. Would you believe that i joined more than 5 ECAs in primary sch? And that i top my class in primary 6? My grades went completely downhill since sec sch till now. I wonder what is it that makes me more reserved and lazy. Mayb i should start reflecting on myself...

p.s: One good thing though, my temper had become much better. you all might not think so, but that's because you havent seen my worst. :)

2008-06-14T23:07:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's Day.

2008-05-01T00:33:00.000-07:00

Everything is going smoothly for me now. So smooth that im scared its the calm before the storm. Think i worry too much. Haha.

Labour Day today! Vesak Day is coming soon. Two public holidays in May. Whee~!

2008-04-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

There is a gigantic cockroach in my cupboard, about 8 cm long. How it ends up there, i dont know. But this is the first time i am so freaked out by a cockroach. Now im waiting for mum to come back from work to rescue me. T_T

2008-04-14T09:17:00.000-07:00

im still hyper over the results. it will b a fierce competition between the two bands in 2010, with one fighting to get back its glory and one defending its long awaited title. im already feeling nervous now. hahas.

2008-04-12T10:38:00.001-07:00

"exuberance. all for a common cause, a common aim. after so many batches gone by with exchanging hard work with only disappointment again and again. 20++ years of disappointment. at least this year's batch have a different reason to cry. they've did it. bagged both top awards this year. not one. but both. really really proud of them. =)

tradition. to play for the school after results are announced. irregardless of the award received. flashback. to our own grand finals. our playing carry tears. like we've let down the school. let down the ex members. let down ourselves. now the converse is true. when i stepped into the field. tk. deyi. side by side again. one's music full of sorrow, regret, disappointment. the other full of victory, joy, renewed hope.

the stage is theirs. "

- from min's blog. kinda summarise what i wanna say.

min dear, i hope u dont mind. hee~

i love this powder thingy they did. big WOW factor.

on a side note, i was rather surprised that bukit panjang was awarded silver. they deserve better.

2008-04-07T07:22:00.000-07:00

this is how i normally talk to my aunty:

Aunty: "li4 eh2 tao3 mo2 ah1 neh1 kuang4 bo3 shui4." (your hair cut like this not nice)

Me: "hannor! yi4 eh3 lang2 ga3 wa4 ga1 until 很短, then zi4 dao1 翘, there 翘. Jin pai kua! wa4 jiu3 xi3 因为这样 ki1 reborn de leh!"

But she still can understand me. whahaha.

Pictures of my lil niece! She's all grown up now..

She loves the camera. Kids nowadays. Tsk tsk..

2008-04-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

i miss my long long hair.

2008-03-29T08:53:00.000-07:00

cut my hair from very long long hair to very short long hair and felt unhappy about it because the stylist knows shit bout cutting long hair and made a mess out of it and so i went home and kept whining n whining to mum and made her feel remorseful because its her who keep pestering me to go for a haircut and now i just wanna keep ranting n ranting bout it until my hair grows long for god knows when. ahhhhhh. stop it.

2008-03-15T10:19:00.000-07:00

This song sounds familiar? It sure brings back memories. =)

2008-03-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

rainy days are back = mosquitoes are back.

=(

Did some reading this week. Now im starting on 'The Other Boleyn Girl'. Hope its better than the last few i read. Cos they made me sleep. Lol.

2008-03-04T09:15:00.001-08:00

Mum dropped her diamond earring into the sink.

Called e plumber yesterday night to take it out and she actually chatted with him till 12 midnight.

In the end the plumber didnt charge us a single cent for his service.

Cool.

2008-02-18T07:43:00.000-08:00

well well.. vanity is a long walk from health. can't agree more. but still, im a vainpot. what can i do.. xD

love spoiling myself with new shoes.

love having a good body and face scrub.

love pampering myself with facial mask.

it feels good to love yourself. =)

2008-02-15T10:21:00.000-08:00

"Scorpio women are most likely to become mistresses."

oh no. lol.

2008-02-05T08:16:00.000-08:00

been thinking alot these days. all this time, i dont know what im waiting for. i know its impossible but i cant stop myself from hoping. and hoping. till today. all is shattered. i wish i can just slap myself into reality.

And enter my dreams no more. pls.

2008-02-03T20:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night, I dreamt that South Korea is attacking Singapore and we are all running down orchard road. -.-"

2008-02-01T08:54:00.000-08:00

Now i feel so bad.

=((((((((

2008-01-30T20:45:00.000-08:00

Been rushing projects, watching dramas and playing viwawa. Viwawa is fun. But it caused me to screwed up my presentation. T_T

CNY is coming. But i dont feel the festive mood. And i dont really like cny. The house visiting part is the worst. Its either the aunty batch or the pri sch batch there. There's no one of my age group to talk to. T_T

Finally returned my uniform yesterday. Wanted to shop for some storage organisers. But my body dont allow me to. T_T

Its 12.44pm now. And my lesson starts at 4. No lunch for me. T_T

*emo emo

2008-01-20T07:18:00.000-08:00

Pepper lunch changed to a new menu. My fav combo's not there anymore.

2008-01-13T07:25:00.000-08:00

its been long since we last talked. have you forgotten it all?

2008-01-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

The most absurd thing happened to me last week. One lesson learnt. You never know who's watching your every movement.

The new year has finally come. 2007 proved to be an unlucky year, for most of the people i know. Its the year where i lost one of my loved ones, but also, the year which i gained my freedom. I wont blame god for taking him away, instead, i thank them for relieving his pain and avoid the catastrophe that would have taken place if he stayed on. Well, now 2007 is over and its time to embrace the new 2008. Hopefully, the year of the mouse will bring luck to us.

2007-12-29T01:20:00.000-08:00

Watched national treasure 2 as promised. It's nice. And i didnt even know that i caught the first one before. -_-

Bought a birthday present for mum. Was disappointed that she dont like it in the first place. Went back the next day to choose and exchange for another pendant that she like. Dont know if the lighting or the mirror there is different from our house. But she suddenly find the one i chose is nice. -_______-""

Been working all morning today. Half of the time i was playing puzzle bobble. The other half i was playing the role of a garang guni man. Think i must have carried at least 200kg of newspaper.

Cleaned up my room and the cupboards. It finally look like a room fit for a living person. A sense of achievement. Considering the fact that im a lazy bum.

And now, i'll end off this random post with a random photo....

2007-12-14T08:44:00.000-08:00

Saw this from some random blog. The Right Brain vs Left Brain test.
Look carefully at the direction the figure is turning to.

Do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa.

Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it.

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS: uses logic / detail oriented / facts rule / words and language / present and past / math and science / can comprehend /knowing / acknowledges order / pattern perception / knows object name / reality based / forms strategies / practical / safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS: uses feeling / "big picture" oriented / imagination rules / symbols and images / present and future / philosophy & religion / can "get it" (i.e. meaning) / believes / appreciates / spatial perception / knows object function / fantasy based / presents possibilities / impetuous /risk

No matter how i try, i can only see e clockwise direction. Well, i hate science anyway. =D

2007-12-13T09:22:00.000-08:00

i have 5 mosquito bites on my face. damn

2007-12-13T05:42:00.000-08:00

Pepper lunch i LOVE.

2007-12-10T19:48:00.000-08:00

mugging overnight burns off calories faster than anything else. I just shed off 2kg overnight. But look like this in the morning..And i think i screwed up the paper.

=(

Im just too bored.

Anyway. Now it's over. It's time to enjoy..

i had a craving for pepper lunch now. :(

2007-12-08T07:38:00.000-08:00

What the Modern Woman Wants

The old woman sat in the backseat of the magenta convertible as it careened down the highway, clutching tightly to the plastic bag on her lap, afraid it may be kidnapped by the wind. She was not used to such speed, with trembling hands she pulled the seatbelt tighter but was careful not to touch the patent leather seats with her callused fingers, her daughter had warned her not to dirty it, 'Fingerprints show very clearly on white, Ma.'

Her daughter, Bee Choo, was driving and talking on her sleek silver mobile phone using big words the old woman could barely understand. 'Finance' 'Liquidation' 'Assets' 'Investments'... Her voice was crisp and important and had an unfamiliar lilt to it. Her Bee Choo sounded like one of those foreign girls on television. She was speaking in an American accent.

The old lady clucked her tongue in disapproval. 'I absolutely cannot have this. We have to sell!' Her daughter exclaimed agitatedly as she stepped on the accelerator; her perfectly manicured fingernails gripping onto the steering wheel in irritation. 'I can't DEAL with this anymore!' she yelled as she clicked the phone shut and hurled it angrily toward the backseat.

'I can't DEAL with this anymore!' she yelled as sheclicked the phone shut and hurled it angrily toward the backseat.The mobile phone hit the old woman on the forehead and nestled soundlessly into her lap. She calmly picked it up and handed it to her daughter.

'Sorry, Ma,' she said, losing the American pretenceand switching to Mandarin. 'I have a big client in America. There have been a lot of problems.'The old lady nodded knowingly. Her daughter was big and important.

Bee Choo stared at her mother from the rear viewwindow, wondering what she was thinking. Her mother's wrinkled countenance always carried the same cryptic look.

The phone began to ring again, an artificially cheerful digital tune, which broke the awkward silence.
'Hello, Beatrice! Yes, this is Elaine.' Elaine. The old woman cringed. I didn't name her Elaine. She remembered her daughter telling her, how an Englishname was very important for 'networking', Chinese ones being easily forgotten.

'Oh no, I can't see you for lunch today. I have to take the ancient relic to the temple for her weird daily prayer ritual.'

Ancient Relic. The old woman understood perfectly itwas referring to her. Her daughter always assumed that her mother's silence meant she did not comprehend.

'Yes, I know! My car seats will be reeking of joss sticks!'
The old woman pursed her lips tightly, her hands gripping her plastic bag in defence.The car curved smoothly into the temple courtyard. It looked almost garish next to the dull sheen of the ageing temple's roof. The old woman got out of the back seat, and made her unhurried way to the mainhall.

Her daughter stepped out of the car in her business suit and stilettos and reapplied her lipstick as she made her brisk way to her mother's side.

'Ma, I'll wait outside. I have an important phone call to make,' she said, not bothering to hide her disgustat the pungent fumes of incense.

The old lady hobbled into the temple hall and lit a joss stick, she knelt down solemnly and whispered her now familiar daily prayer to the Gods.

Thank you God of the Sky, you have given my daughter luck all these years. Everything I prayed for, you have given her. She has everything a young woman in this world could possibly want. She has a big housewith a swimming pool, a maid to help her, as she is too clumsy to sew or cook.

Her love life has been blessed; she is engaged to a rich and handsome angmoh man. Her company is now the top financial firm and even men listen to what she says. She lives the perfect life. You have given her everything except happiness. I ask that the gods be merciful to her even if she has lost her roots while reaping the harvest of success.

What you see is not true, she is a filial daughter to me. She gives me a room in her big house and provides well for me. She is rude to me only because I affect her happiness. A young woman does not want to be hindered by her old mother. It is my fault.

The old lady prayed so hard that tears welled up in her eyes. Finally, with her head bowed in reverence she planted the half-burnt joss stick into an urn of smouldering ashes.

She bowed once more.
The old woman had been praying for her daughter for thirty-two years. When her stomach was round like a melon, she came to the temple and prayed that it was a son.

Then the time was ripe and the baby slipped out of her womb, bawling and adorable with fat thighs and pink cheeks, but unmistakably, a girl. Her husband had kicked and punched her for producing a useless babywho could not work or carry the family name.

Still, the woman returned to the temple with her new-born girl tied to her waist in a sarong and prayed that her daughter would grow up and have everything she ever wanted. Her husband left her and she prayed that her daughter would never have to depend on a man.

She prayed every day that her daughter would be a great woman, the woman that she, meek and uneducated,could never become. A woman with nengkan; the ability to do anything she set her mind to. A woman who commanded respect in the hearts of men. When she opened her mouth to speak, precious pearls would fall out and men would listen.

She will not be like me, the woman prayed as she watched her daughter grow up and drift away from her, speaking a language she scarcely understood. She watched her daughter transform from a quiet girl, to one who openly defied her, calling her laotu;old-fashioned. She wanted her mother to be 'modern', a word so new there was no Chinese word for it.

Now her daughter was too clever for her and the old woman wondered why she had prayed like that. The gods had been faithful to her persistent prayer, but the wealth and success that poured forth so richly had buried the girl's roots and now she stood, faceless, with no identity, bound to the soil of her ancestorsby only a string of origami banknotes.

Her daughter had forgotten her mother's values. Her wants were so ephemeral; that of a modern woman. Power, Wealth, access to the best fashion boutiques,and yet her daughter had not found true happiness. The old woman knew that you could find happiness with much less. When her daughter left the earth everything she had would count for nothing. People would look to herlegacy and say that she was a great woman, but she would be forgotten once the wind blows over, like theashes of burnt paper convertibles and mansions.

The old woman wished she could go back and erase all her big hopes and prayers for her daughter; now she had only one want: That her daughter be happy. She looked out of the temple gate. She saw her daughter speaking on the phone, her brow furrowed with anger and worry. Being at the top is not good, the woman thought, there is only one way to go from there -down.

The old woman carefully unfolded the plastic bag and spread out a packet of beehoon in front of the altar. Her daughter often mocked her for worshipping porcelain Gods. How could she pray to them so faithfully and expect pieces of ceramic to fly to her aid? But her daughter had her own gods too, idols of wealth, success and power that she was enslaved to and worshipped every day of her life.

Every day was a quest for the idols, and the idols she worshipped counted for nothing in eternity. All the wants her daughter had would slowly suck the life out of her and leave her, an empty soulless shell at the altar.

The old lady watched her joss tick. The dull heat had left a teetering grey stem that was on the danger of collapsing. Modern woman nowadays, the old lady sighed in resignation, as she bowed to the east one final time to end her ritual. Modern woman nowadays want so much that they lose their souls and wonder why they cannot find it.

Her joss stick disintegrated into a soft grey powder. She met her daughter outside the temple, the same look of worry and frustration was etched on her daughter's face. An empty expression, as if she was ploughing through the soil of her wants looking for the one thing that would sow the seeds of happiness.

They climbed into the convertible in silence and her daughter drove along the highway, this time not as fast as she had done before.

'Ma,' Bee Choo finally said. 'I don't know how to put this. Mark and I have been talking about it and we plan to move out of the big house. The property market is good now, and we managed to get a buyer willing to pay seven million for it. We decided we'd prefer a cosier penthouse apartment instead. We found a perfect one in Orchard Road. Once we move in to our apartment we plan to get rid of the maid, so we can have more space to ourselves...'

The old woman nodded knowingly. Bee Choo swallowed hard. 'We'd get someone to come into do the housework and we can eat out - but once the maid is gone, there won't be anyone to look after you.You will be awfully lonely at home and, besides that, the apartment is rather small. There won't be space.We thought about it for a long time, and we decided the best thing for you is if you moved to a Home. There's one near Hougang - it's a Christian home, a very nice one.'

The old woman did not raise an eyebrow. 'I've been there, the matron is willing to take you in. It'sbeautiful with gardens and lots of old people to keep you company! I hardly have time for you, you'd be happier there.'

'You'd be happier there, really.' Her daughter repeated as if to affirm herself. This time the old woman had no plastic bag of food offerings to cling tightly to; she bit her lip and fastened her seat belt, as if it would protect her from a daughter who did not want her anymore. She sunk deep into the leather seat, letting her shoulders sag,and her fingers trace the white seat.

'Ma?' her daughter asked, searching the rear view window for her mother. 'Is everything okay?' What had to be done, had to be done. 'Yes,' she said firmly, louder than she intended, 'if it will make you happy,' she added more quietly.

'It's for you, Ma! You'll be happier there. You can move there tomorrow, I already got the maid to pack your things.' Elaine said triumphantly, mentally ticking yet another item off her agenda.

'I knew everything would be fine.'

Elaine smiled widely; she felt liberated. Perhaps getting rid of her mother would make her happier. She had thought about it. It seemed the only hindrance inher pursuit of happiness. She was happy now. She had everything a modern woman ever wanted; Money, Status, Career, Love, Power and now, Freedom, without her mother and her old-fashioned ways to weigh her down...

Yes, she was free. Her phone buzzed urgently, she picked it up and read the message, still beaming from ear to ear. 'Stocks 10% increase!'

Yes, things were definitely beginning to look up for her...
And while searching for the meaning of life in the luminance of her hand phone screen, the old woman in the backseat became invisible, and she did not see the tears.

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written by a 15 year old girl, Amanda Chong Wei-Zhen. Power~

2007-12-06T07:50:00.000-08:00

this game is cute~

http://www.nissinfoods.com.hk/04_room/04_index.aspx?section=game

my favourite instant noodle somemore. yeah!

2007-11-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

My printer start up itself suddenly just now. And attempt to print something...

But... i did not touch it!

No, i didn't click on anything!!

Omg...

Luckily nv load any paper inside.

But im alone in the house now... :(((

2007-11-21T23:55:00.000-08:00

im loving this.

2007-11-20T00:13:00.000-08:00

Thanks for all the well wishes and presents!

Went to town after sch. Randomly chose Crystal Jade Jiannan Cruisine for dinner. All the main dishes are outside our budget. So we ordered three plates of fried rice of different flavours. -_-" Will never forget 3 fried rice for $70. But its very very nice.

look at them.

Next year bday will b in the twenties. T_T

2007-11-18T23:34:00.000-08:00

Buffet dinner at Brio's.

Cant remember some of the dishes that i ate. But i know i ate alot of salmon. hehe. And there's alot of ang moh eyecandies.

Treat from my meeee.

My niece. She call me xiaoxuan yi yi. Sounds so old. :(

2007-11-17T21:20:00.000-08:00

Suddenly remembered one incident happened in Dr Chow's lesson. QQ n Max were talking to each other during the lesson, so Dr Chow asked them why.

QQ: No no, we are just discussing.

Dr Chow: Yes, i know you are disgusting.

Dont know if u all can catch the joke. But the whole class roar into laughter. hee

2007-11-14T08:29:00.000-08:00

bought some free size tees from far east and they're really tight on me. im gaining fats (dont roll your eyes, my weighing machine proved it) in the past few months and im afraid i'll end up looking like her...

It's a lousy performance and an ugly pose.

But she used to be so hot!

Sigh. The sacrifice for motherhood. And men are always complaining bout their wifes' figures and all. You only need to enjoy 爽一下 and nine months later a baby will pop out without you putting in any effort. Talking bout MCP, what rights do you have to be one?

Dont know why im getting all worked up here. Mayb bcos the flu bug hit me, and my nose have been running a marathon from this morning till now. God bless me.

2007-11-07T08:59:00.000-08:00

im busy busy busy!

Just nice Jay Chou's new album 我很忙 came out.. =p

2007-11-02T02:08:00.000-07:00

Drawings from a lil lil girl...

She have the makings of an artist. The lil Belle. :)

2007-10-30T07:14:00.000-07:00

i tried to make time for you, yet you keep giving excuses. since work and friends are your first priority, i aint gonna wait for you anymore.

2007-10-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

too bored in lecture - part 2

The second drawing done by sim, with reference from mine. Similar? lol. we're really bored.

2007-10-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

Too bored in lecture today. So i drew this:

-_-" hahas

2007-10-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

Mum got scouted to be a hair model. LOL!

2007-10-18T06:20:00.000-07:00

Got this test from some random blog.

First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:

1.Hold your hands together, as if you were praying. Look at your hands. If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain

Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain

Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1 followed by 2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left: Considerate, traditional, indirect type can instinctively read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right: Loves challenges type Straightforward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: Dedicated, cold, perfectionist Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right: Likes to take care of others, leader type Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

I'm right-left. But somehow feel that its inaccurate. I know fishy will agree with me. Lol.

2007-10-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

A nonchalant tuesday. Just wanna lie down on the bed, enjoy my music and drift off to my dreamland..............................

But was dragged out by my mum in the end. =(

The field. Gonna miss it much when houses sprout out of it in a few years time.

Random picture.

2007-10-07T10:10:00.000-07:00

yippee!! redeemed my free ipod today. =))))

ok. im trying to show off my french manicure. hahas

The new ipod is kinda fat. Much prefer the 2nd generation ipod nano though it doesn't come with video capability. But im quite satisfied with it since its free! hee. im such a cheapo.

2007-10-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

B'day Party for lil Belle.

The castle, which i had a part in the making. *proud* ^-^

Table arrangement.

Potential dancing king and queens. Rocking to the song Fabulous by High School Musical.

*make a wish***blow candles***cut cake*

Though the sequences were mixed up because of some kids trying to blow out the candle before the bday girl did.

And poor cherelle had 10 mosquito bites on her right cheek. She's just too sweet la.

2007-09-30T08:06:00.000-07:00

I love pooling.

2007-09-25T07:42:00.000-07:00

Cherelle came to my hse early in the morning. She has the potential to be like me - attracted to food. Show her something to eat, and she'll come running. Actions like crayon shin. My favourite cartoon character. Hee..

1,2,3...cheez! She really know how to pose..

Running off with my bag. Cute little thief.

2007-09-20T07:35:00.000-07:00

Work in Ikea..

song song being cheeky. The fat song.. hahas

The route to bus stop. Night version. Copy ah gek's afternoon version. Hee

2007-09-15T07:31:00.000-07:00

Spaghetti with spicy pork dices. Nice? This is called food fusion. Italian and canned food. Yeah. =x

2007-09-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

气死 wo le. Forgot to bring my IC when registering BTT. Have to go back again on thurs. Arghhh..

RRAAAHHH!!!

2007-09-10T08:10:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning to 送走 my dear ade.. Met carine and yu jin there.

I looked terrible that morning, with sleepy eyes. So shan't put my photo up to scare you all. haa

Take care ar~ And i still forget to give you your portrait.. oops

2007-09-08T08:44:00.000-07:00

Fishy's concert..

can spot her? haa. i know my hp camera lousy..

Us. With the sunflower. haa

Fishy.. No matter what, your family still went and support you. You're just too pessimistic. Open up to them more! haa..

2007-09-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

Spent the last few days watching song song's shows.

ahhh.. shuai~~

Back to him now.. hehe

2007-09-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

Mum just went in my room, admire herself in the mirror and asked:

"eh.. wo you mei you pi gu ar? (i got butt anot?)"

Me: -_-"

Me: You la you la.

Me: Then wo leh? (how bout me?)

Mum -_-" and walk away.

Wei.. you can ask me. why cant i ask you. hmpf.

2007-09-04T20:05:00.000-07:00

Last day of SIP. Last day of Crazy Taxi 3. Sobs. Spent the whole morning playing CT3 and VOS.

Ya. SIP is THAT boring.

Went Giant during lunch break. And we saw this...

A prank? hahas.

I think i'll miss the SIP times although i'm always complaining bout it. Hope that i'll be able to see the SIP faces next sem as well. And one more sem to go b4 graduation! Gosh. I'm getting old..

2007-08-25T20:03:00.000-07:00

Rushed 2000 words of report. Realised that its being a long time since i last wrote an essay. English becoming horrible, terrible and cucumber. Yucks

2007-08-19T08:28:00.000-07:00

The raining days come back again. Don't know whether is it because of the rain, there's more mosquitoes. And this time round, the mosquitoes are much more vicious...

See? The big red patch on my arms and the red spot near my eyes. Disfigured sia. Everyone said i look like kana boxed. Sighs.. Now the swelling is down but the red spot is still there. And there's two more red patch on my legs. Kns.. Mosquitoes, good-for-nothing. Wonder for what purpose God made them for. Hmpf

2007-08-10T08:14:00.000-07:00

Actually wanna blog a very very long post. Alrdy typed out all the words in MS words. But was too lazy to upload the photos. Hee..

Getting sick of working there. All the backstabbing and gossips, i'm tired of them. I know that its the same for every job out there. But, sigh.. Think i will have to endure it throughout my entire working life.

Being single has its pros and cons. Being single at an older age has its pros and more cons. Cause everyone is getting coupled. Go out with them also weird. Stay alone at home also sian. Hais.. I'm emo-ing. Don't care bout me.. haa

2007-08-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

my sketches. lol

Gaara!

Hitsugaya Toushiro!

2007-07-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

*edited.

Was feeling emo yesterday. Thus, all the things i said (typed) is not what i really meant. lala~ Post deleted!

2007-07-25T08:16:00.000-07:00

has been working working working.. really no life.. sighs..

anway.. i'm scared.. of something fishy knows.. i am superficial la.. and i hate braces.. hais.. saddening..

2007-07-18T09:07:00.000-07:00

sizzlered.
cam whored.
worked.
mahjonged.
pooled.
shopped.
worked.
harry pottered.

tt kind of summarise up the things i did over the weekend. hahas

2007-07-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

So so angry today. Angry till the highest limit. My gosh. I didn't really forgive you totally. I only dont want to make things worse. After all, we still need to go through the last year in tp together. Sighs.. Luckily there's someone there for me. If not, i think i'll probably die of bursting veins (bao xue guang).

2007-07-07T08:10:00.001-07:00

My work station. Keep thinking of what happened yesterday. Was in a daze all morning. Even co-workers whom i did not see before knew there is something wrong with me. LoL.. Tried to divert my thoughts by calling people up to chat. But miss dear fishy dont wan to pick up my calls. hahas. Another boring day for tmr. God bless.

2007-07-07T08:02:00.000-07:00

This is what my mum and i cleared for today's dinner:

Shocking! We ordered the biggest bowl of curry fishhead, curry vege, some spicy chicken/pork slices and 4 plates of rice. Then, i cleared 2 and 1/2 plates of rice. OMG. Seriously need to lose some weight. But still, my highest record is 3 plates. Mayb i'll try to break that record some day. Hehe.

2007-07-06T08:05:00.000-07:00

Bought toto, but nv win..the winning numbers are like so not nice la..where got ppl buy like tt one.. T_T

Yesterday, when i was taking bus with ah gek, there's this ti ko pek who keep using his butt to press against ah gek's waist.. I poked him away, which was very nice of me alrdy.. I can easily make a huge scene out of it. But lao niang that day mood not bad, nv make life difficult for him.. If not he die ar..make him no face stay in punggol.. muahahahaha

2007-07-03T08:00:00.000-07:00

Maroon 5's Makes Me Wonder is truly nice!

But they took away the f word in the MTV..sounds abit weird if u listen closely..but still..i love it!

2007-06-28T09:08:00.000-07:00

What is a ladder polisher? I din know that we need to polish a LADDER. dots

*edited: i think i mistaken leather polisher for that. =x

2007-06-27T06:57:00.000-07:00

Lots of unpleasant stuffs had happened lately and i dont wish to talk bout them. It just makes me feel moody all day, i dont wanna recall things like that.

Anyway, life has been boring. Everyday, 9am clock in school, 5.30pm clock out..which left little time to do things. Go out for a few hours only, sian... Go home also sian.. So what i decided to do? Work lo.. At least it has a purpose.. To earn more money. Hahas..

Below are some random pictures.

Fishy's and my eggs.

Me and ah gek in yiting's car..

i am bored.

Our most natural expressions. x)

2007-06-12T08:37:00.000-07:00

SIP teaches us how to slack for long hours:

Explore and learn from friends where to watch the latest movies.
Come up with new games for every week.
Go outside of campus to eat, and shun bian shop "awhile".
Play with your friends hair. Practise your styling hair skill.
Finding targets to gossip about.

SIP = Slacking in Progress

2007-06-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

Can anyone explain to me why i keep having dreams EVERY night?

2007-06-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

It was the worst feeling ever. But i have gotten over it in a few days. That suan suan feeling is gone, though the emptiness still remains. Everyone's getting paired up. Soon, i'll b the only one left. Will you still remember me by then, my friends?

2007-05-14T09:06:00.000-07:00

What an unlucky day.

I fell down, had two big wounds on my kneecap.

The air con above me on bus had two big empty holes. The feeling is like in the freezer. For 45 mins.

My laptop dropped onto the floor on bus.

I did not win at my mahjong game.

Even opening a sachet of cereal prove to be disastrous. Mum's complaining now. Argh.

2007-05-11T09:20:00.000-07:00

i have a sudden craving for pepper lunch..in the middle of the night..sobbss..

Where are the good looking guys??? i think there's no handsome guy in my dictionary. Only cute and hot. yeah~ Intro me some hotties! hohoho

2007-05-08T21:54:00.001-07:00

Being eating medicine the whole month. When will this going to end?

2007-05-04T21:52:00.000-07:00

Vis asked me who I think is the most handsome guy in the world. Seriously, I don’t know how to answer him. I cant think of any. Help me ba~

2007-05-01T21:50:00.000-07:00

I keep having dreams every night. Some of them made me wake up in cold sweat while some are ridiculously funny.

-Some of the nightmares I had:
-Being struck by lightning.
-Being chased by lion. -_-
-Some ghostly Japanese soldiers climb through the window in my room.
-Miscarriage.
-Have cancer and become botak.
-Being chased by elmo, big bird and cookie monster.

2007-04-07T08:16:00.000-07:00

The kids tear my skin apart. Literally.

2007-03-31T08:58:00.000-07:00

I saw a video clip of animals being skinned alive for their furs. Its gross, a total lack of humanity. Imagine your body without skin. I will not buy real fur ever. And it leads me into thinking of being a vegeterian one more time. See how long i can endure this time ba..LOLs

2007-03-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

Eating fruits is good. But eating fruits at night may bring more harm than good.

Proven by doctor.

Proven by me.

2007-03-01T09:08:00.000-08:00

Read a book on reincarnation. Its quite interesting, based on the teachings of Buddhism. Mum was told by a fortune teller that she would have long been dead if not for her kind deeds last time. It sounds crude, but maybe, everything that happens to us is the result of what we did. In your past life or present life. hmm..chimilogy..haa

Interesting facts

2007-02-16T07:07:00.000-08:00

Some interesting facts:

Eating a packet of crisps a day is equivalent to drinking five liters of cooking oil a year.
The two most famous actors who portrayed the “Marlboro Man” in the cigarette ads died of lung cancer.
Walt Disney was afraid of mice.
Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do.
Apples are more effective at keeping people awake in the morning than caffeine.
Percentage of American men who say they would marry the same woman if they had it to do all over again: 80%.
Percentage of American women who say they'd marry the same man: 50%.
Just about 3 people are born every second, and about 1.3333 people die every second. The result is about a 2 and 2/3 net increase of people every second. Almost 10 people more live on this Earth now, than before you finished reading this.
At - 40 degrees Centigrade a person loses about 14.4 calories per hour by breathing.

hmm..i'll like to try that last one.. hehe

The Start

2007-02-15T07:01:00.000-08:00

I hate expressing myself vocally recently. That's part of the reason i started this blog. But the main reason is.....i'm too lazy to remember fishy's user name and password for my old blog. ha!